Sunday, August 28, 2011

Smoking, Nicotine, & My Mother’s Call From The Grave

Smoking, Nicotine, & My Mother’s Call From The Grave

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Mom may have been the catalyst to one’s life development but we can change things with knowledge. Far too many times we have heard commercials on television regarding such things as an increase in children born with Autism, or people whom suffer from Depression. We ourselves may have wondered in life why we may not have been as smart as others or had the thoughts we had that appeared to be sometimes more than odd or off. Those of us who smoked during our teen years or do now or even those who have quit but still feel the draw of nicotine may at times wonder why we began smoking in the first place or why we feel we have difficulty stopping now.

Could all of the above been even partially brought on because our mothers smoked while pregnant with us?

This afternoon as I was preparing to blog regarding something entirely different, I couldn’t help but wonder why I, even after a number of attempts to quit, still found the desire to have a smoke from time to time. With this thought in mind and as I sat down to my computer which displays pictures of places and lovers of my past as well as friends and family, a picture of my mom, who passed away a number of years ago, showed up on the screen of her smiling and holding a very small present.

I instantly found myself going on line to find the cause and effects on the fetus of a mother who smokes. Knowing that my mom smoked when she was carrying me brought on an urge to suggest to myself the chance to unlock many of the answers to questions I have had about myself throughout my entire life. What I found was eye opening and mind blowing.

Of the number of sites that discuss this issue, one absolutely stood out, one I found myself having to read no matter what. http://whyquit.com/whyquit/LinksBirth.html is the site that truly opened the doors to many of the questions I have had about myself but was too afraid to deal with. I am so glad I did read this and I share it with you my brilliant and beautiful sisters and brothers because I see a chain of the future that can be broken for future generations and that may pertain to you and I now as well as us should reincarnation exist. By reading the above link, I found myself praying not only on behalf of myself but on behalf of my future lovers requesting that none of our parents ever smoke especially during the time they will be carrying us to present us to our next lives.

As for my mom, although I now must juggle some possible frustration towards her regarding how she impacted my life, a life I believe I chose to live before I was born which thus limits the amount of frustration I have towards her, I must also praise my mom for her success and positive influences on me as well. My mom quit smoking by the time I was seven and never looked back. She assisted me in having a creative mind and because of this; I have now looked outside the box to better understanding myself and possibly assist you in doing the same.

As for that picture of my mom I saw of her holding a very small gift that appeared on my computer screen while at the same time, I was longing to have a smoke; I look at the moment as a call from the grave. This call from the grave is that of requesting my forgiveness towards her as well as her still assisting me in this life to further educate myself to better understanding who I am. To me, it is also a call from the grave indicating that I must be on the right track regarding my own spirituality and this is a beautiful thing.

Again my dear sisters and brothers, check out the site I have so strongly suggested to you to read and read it in its entirety, I beg you. Education is key and that along with the brilliant open mind that you have, can project your soul into the stratus fear of your own spirituality and possibly assist others to do the same.

Blessed Be-

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