More On Her

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More On Her

As I mentioned yesterday, as I continue to take a spiritual retreat at Camp Self, I would take a moment out to focus on a young lady who is not my lover, if only for a little while. This young lady came into my life years ago and with her brought a sense of absolute desire for me to give completely of myself to insure she was happy.

Before I go on, it is important to note that I am very pleased with my lover of today. She herself is a brilliant woman, open minded, educated, and willing to be naughty when asked of me. She is my rock, my joy, my strength and she grounds me in ways I so desperately needed and still do. I am very happy to love her, please her, and enjoy her company. I do love her.

With that said, as I have mentioned in the past, based on my belief regarding reincarnation, sometimes, for what ever karmic reason, although we often come across friends and lovers from past lives, every now and then one life can experience a passion for more than just one person. Some of us like to simply base our emotions on carnal lust or animal instincts. For me I see it as much more than that.

The young lady I allow to walk within the caverns of my mind, only one of a selected group, once had me in such a way that I would do almost anything for her. My energy would spike just knowing she was around and plummet when she was away. She made my head spin every time I spoke with her and she made me feel comfortable to be myself.

She was like an angel that ruled my attention with an iron fist, attention I freely gave away.

Although she didn’t know it, then again maybe she did, I fell for her hard and never really regrouped. She was what I defined as my Katrina when referencing New Orleans and just like New Orleans today, years after Hurricane Katrina made landfall upon its shores, I have surged back from the brink of disaster but still have landscapes within my soul that at one time once thrived but now continue to rot under the heat of my heart.

I often pray for her, hoping that she is ok despite the fact that we haven’t talked to each other in years. In my dreams/ journey’s to the vast planes within my mind as well as within the cosmos and the other side up until two nights ago, I had only seen her once. At that time she appeared to be happy to see me as I was happy to see her and although it was just a short conversation we had, it was a positive one. As for when I saw her again beyond time and space, it was two nights ago that I found myself moving her stuff to a different location, a location/room possibly within my spiritual mansion that I have frequented to often during my midnight travels. She had so much stuff but I found the strength and patience to bring it all in myself. Once done, she took off her clothes, laying upon the unopened boxes and furniture I had just moved in, wearing only a pair of panties and a smile. For a moment I stood in awe as my eyes focused on every inch of her body from head to toe. And just like that, I found myself having to leave for now, transferred back to which I came, here.

What did I take from my experience you may ask? Honestly, I believe that because it was a moment beyond time and space, I have either shown her my appreciation as well as admiration and respect and or have yet too. None the less, some how she understands me and I look forward to visiting my mansion when ever the time comes again.

What about you my lovely sisters and brothers; do you have a special someone or selected group of someone’s whom you continue to send positive energy too despite the fact you may no longer speak to them on this earthly plane? If you do and have ever wondered if they receive such love and kindness from your heart via your spells/prayers, I can assure you that based on what I have experienced, they do so don’t ever stop.

Blessed Be-