Who Are You?

Remember, August is upon us.

Who Are You?

Who are you? For the longest time I have shared with you pieces of who I am and how I feel such pieces have come to be. What does your life story hint about you, regarding the idea of reincarnation? What sex do you feel comfortable being? What sex do you wish you were right now? What about your spiritual beliefs, what faith or faiths do you feel drawn too? Is it possible that you may have been more than one faith in a past life? Could you have been Christian in one life time and Moslem in another while practicing Judaism in another? If so, what have your religions told you about yourself? Do you have trouble opening up your personal box of secrets, even to yourself? Do you feel a certain ecstasy then feel ashamed? How open to yourself are you? What have you done in your life that has assisted you in becoming the person you are today? What do you dream of? Is it naughty? Why?

The above questions, I feel one should ask themselves and do so quite often to better understand there own intellect, behaviors, bodies. If we as a people individually took time out everyday to be with ourselves, what would we really learn? How many secrets about us hunger to come to the surface only to be blocked or mistaken to be an urge to watch something online or on the television? Have you found yourself focusing on something in particular in your life and if so how many equations can you honestly come up with that you feel comfortable with to explain such a scenario?

Do you long to be an astronaut or do you wish to walk naked in a cool desert evening amongst the stars? Would you want to walk alone or with someone or something? What would you do out there, either in space or the desert or wherever it is you might dream of going? If you could be anyone in the world who would it be and what would you do as that person? If you could look like someone, anyone, who would it, be? Would it be yourself or a better version of yourself or would it be someone else? As for me, you should know by now who I would long to look like and if I could, I would long to walk in the desert naked in the cool summer evening. I would gently caress my breasts and from time to time, gently pinch my nipples. I would enjoy the soft night breeze blowing against my naked body and between my eager thighs. I would take time out to lie on the sand, belly first and make upside down snow/sand angles in the still warm desert earth. I would then lie on my back and stair at the stars thinking of someone special, allowing my hands to wander my soft skin as I, from time to time, filled my lovely navel with sand only to have it blown away by the evening breeze.

I, to this day hope to be able to do this knowing full well that I won’t be able to do it in this life time but hopefully the next. Many faiths frown upon the freak within each and everyone of us but we all have one, somewhere, possibly right on the surface or maybe deep inside. What does your freak tell you about yourself? Do you like to be spanked or do you enjoy making love to both sexes at the same time. Do you enjoy the idea of being with someone older or someone younger? Would you be naughty enough to call them daddy? What about mommy?

Do we as a society make too much out of the idea of sex or is it something that is truly a piece of us that we can’t do without and if reincarnation exists what does all of our deepest naughtiest secrets really say about ourselves? Do we instead of wanting to be called daddy really long for a child? Instead of wanting to be female, do I really long for a female lover who understands me? What about the idea of walking in the desert? Do I feel alone or am I happiest when I am alone? What do the stars mean to me? Are they symbolic for something I am just completely unaware of at this time in my spiritual journey? And why do I long to look like the beautiful JLH? Is it because I think she has a very nice body when posing for a magazine or do I really appreciate her when she is being real, slightly overweight and content with herself?

Do I just love her eyes, her smile or do I simply wish I took better care of my own teeth?

Have you really taken any time out for yourself and if so…who are you?

I hope you take the journey to better understanding who you are and enjoy it as much as I do.

Blessed Be-